I'm less than 24 hours away from finding out what my next step is in my LONG recovery of a burst fracture in my L-1 (doesn't that sound more official than "I broke my back". )
Time has flown by, but has seemed to come to a skidding stop the closer I get to this appointment. I'm nervous, anxiety-filled..A lot of "what if's" are running through my head today.
I SOOO want to be done or atleast ready to move on to the next thing. What I CAN NOT handle or DO NOT want to hear, is that I've "even(ed) out" and still need to wear the brace for 4+ weeks or longer. 10 weeks has been a long time.
I feel good. I really do. I mean I still have soreness and muscle spasms everyday, but NOTHING like the first 4-5 weeks.
Please Pray for me and my family tomorrow. I'm ready to find answers and to know exactly what I need to be doing and where I should be.
You all have been so AMAZING. Prayers have been answered and I know this is all GOD"S Plan for me, but wow is it hard to trust right now. THANK YOU ALL-
PS-If you see an orange glow south of town tomorrow night I am having a BURN PARTY or Security will be dragging me out of dr's office Kicking and screaming.